Stunning bout of depression/apathy has hit me hard over the weekend.
I’m suffering from a serious lack of motivation. Partially this is related to my realisation that the rut I’m in is much deeper and harder to get out of than I’d previously understood. It is partially because some aspects of it have been established over the last decade and a half.
What can be done?
Untangle the material chains and drag myself out slowly.
Start burning the chains randomly and hope I survive the fire.
The two extremes, essentially.
Neither path appeals currently.